Things aren't pretty right now. The person I depend on the most and means the most to me let me down in a serious way. I'm on day 15 of sadness, disappointment and dispair. My attempts to "fix things" aren't working. I feel broken and I fear that what has been done might have been the last straw for me. I pray that this isn't the end and I can move forward and overcome my percieved betrayals.
In the midst of all my disappointment for others, I am even more disappointment in myself for not being able to handle everything the way I would like to... and my only comfort comes in the form of sleep or eating. At this rate I'll be dead before I can figure everything out.
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