Last minute thoughts

I can't believe I am going to work tomorrow. It has been 10 weeks since my whole world changed. In all honesty I really do feel like a different person. My priorities have changed, some things mean a lot more and others not so much. I have also noticed I freak out about things that wouldn't have ever bothered me before and other things just roll off my back like nothing even happened... Spit up and poop are two perfect examples. I never even considered I might note any to go back to work after Kelso came... I always knew I would work, I owe too much money not to but I can honestly say I am not ready to leave him for four hours, which will be 6 with the commute. It is insane that our country doesn't provide more for women... Most babies aren't even sleeping through the night... Who wants a surgeon that has been sleep deprived for 3 months and is still not getting a full nights sleep. Pretty bizarr when you think about it... I am very lucky that we can afford to let me work only weekends. It is going to be hard but we will make it work. Thank god I have a fabulous husband that can watch our sweet boy while I work. Ready or not here I come with breast pump in hand.